Thursday, October 8, 2009
@ 5:42 PM
well...i think my posts are starting to become poems...lol. Can't seem to think of anything else to post. Second Chapter for [Those tearless eyes, that bleeding heart] blah blah blah...
Something...
something very wierd is going on
is there something wrong with me
or is it you?
I am feeling the hurt inside.
but what about u?
My heart is already tearing
please....
just stop all your doings
i'm begging you.
I remember your promise
you once said before.
You forgotten it
or was it just a lie?
I'm really very confused
was i supposed to feel angry,
envious, jealous,
hatred, sadness,
craziness or is there
simply just something wrong
with me?
You changed a lot
from my point of view
i thought it was my imagination
but I finally realised that
my 6th sense is telling the truth
I've already asked
why was it like this.
they had felt the same way too
so the problem lies with you
I can't stop crying
even after such a long time
since i cried
your actions
broke my heart deeply
your words had been
pierced into it
now it's bleeding badly
My pain has turned
into hatred and anger
i will not spare you this time
you're are now competing with me
i know i won't lose to you
i will fight till the end till you lose!
when the time has come
you'll know what you've done!
My revenge
is coming near
i'm getting too
unbearable now
but all i can say is that
the anger in me is boiling
i know sometimes
you can see it too
but the pain inside
is overwhelming
that i know
you can never imagine it
I had tried my best
i had tried to control myself,
to know what's wrong,
to know why this pain is piercing
through me!
I had bottled up these feelings
quite some time ago
but it's starting to get unbearable
and you're starting to tear me apart
from my friends and my soul
I know this is
part of your plan,
so i won't give in to you
you won't know what
my trueself is
until you realise you're at
the dungeon of doom
There's a limit to my tolerance
you've now hit it,
i'll deal it with you.
you think you will beat me
but my strength will beat you
the strength of friends and
my faithfulness to them
i'll fight with you
not only for me
but also for THEM!
Finally all these words are said
but i still have much more to say
this time, i'll let you have
a taste of your own medicine!
Prepare
for what's coming in next for you!
Signing off,
Joyce